yeah

shud not be so fast

i was lost.. i started to recall back what my papa said when he was  at home...stil healthy and conscious... he said the bank loan no nid to pay.. he is goin to die soon.. that time i dun feel a thing.. i jaz scold him back.. "y said like that.. becoz of few thousands u curse urself, jaz pay them la..".. now i know my papa reali know he wil leave us soon..

when he was sick.. he did tell mama that he has to go 1st.. mama ask him wanna go where.. though she knew clearly what my father wants to indicate.. mama said ask them to give u more time.. but my papa 's reply is this thing could not be changed... 

we dun keep in heart all the words said by papa... jaz hope that all he said is not true.. nv reali care about my papa's feeling.. that he did struggle to tell all those things which eventually become reality..

papa always say he wants to go india.. the only place he nv visit be4.. wan c my big bro get married... his grand children are stil small.. papa is stil young.. y..who shud i blame.. blame the useless doctors.. blame my papa for giving up..blame for asking him go chen ming... y he choose to go when no one beside him.. and nv leave a word..

why this happened so fast and sudden

after chen ming, my papa's health has been deteriorating, difficult in moving and lose his appetite. during that time, i reject all d outings without telling my frens about my dad's condition, earnestly hope that he will recover very soon.

in this one month time, i bring my parents here and there, seeking for medication and as well some sinsehs to get some spiritual advice. all d doctors couldnt diagnose anything, so we starts to bliv it might be some 'dirty things', all d bomoh saying the same thing that my papa shouldnt hav go for chen ming, ask my mama pray here and there then will heal..we follow exactly the instructions but all our efforts go in vain..

finally my papa was admitted to hospital.. when his condition getting worse.. my mama has been in hospital too accompany my papa day and night.. doctors perform all the x ray, mri, scanning but everything seems normal... but y papa like this? the doctor said is brain stroke.. this does not convince me as my father's limbs stil hav feeling, he can listen and respond to us.. there is no blockage in arteries.. but doctor claims that sometimes stroke could be no reason.. doctor nv prescribe any medicine.. everyday my papa was lying there.. and condition din seem to get better..

at the same time.. my bros nv stop to seek more a more powerful sinseh.. which according to her, my papa becomes like that is bcoz of 'dirty thing', but quite unblivable after my mama listen to her advice and pray.. my papa is getting better.. everyday me and bros fly to hosp after work.. doctor said my papa can discharge by this week.. so hapi that i no nid to be alone at home anymore..

jaz two days after i got the good news, i went back home after work.. ready to visit my papa.. but once i reached home.. my mom was at home.. her mood is bad.. only until i reach hosp, i get to know my papa was in icu.. my mom said my papa suddenly stop breathing..  papa has to now depend on machine to breath.. even blood pressure and heart beat hav to use medicine to sustain..doctor said if it is becoz of choking then papa would be ok in 2 days.. that night was a terrible night.. as visitors are not allow to stay in icu mama follow us back home.. the next day is labour day.. i suppose to go office a while.. while my mama went to hosp early in the morning.. when i was about to go office.. my bro calling from hosp.. doctor said ask whoever who wan to c my papa to come over as soon as possible..

me and my other bros fly there once we get the call.. my papa stil in coma.. the whole day we were in hospita talking to papa.. hope he wil wake up.. until night we went back home..the next day is the second day.. full of hope that papa wil wake up.. bro fetching mama to hosp while i goin to work.. jaz stepping out of my house.. a call from my mom.. crying sound fr the other side saying papa has passed away..

ah.. sammi!!

finally i went to her two days concert in genting. at 1st i tot two days will b diff things but at last it turns out to b the same..but nvm i stil like it..

even if she is not singing.. stand there and let me c...i also willing to pay de..hehe. but she din stand there stil..instead she sings and dances for me... (perasan) even  finish all my savings to watch her concert i still happy..hehe..u will nv know how leng lui is she..(terpikat la saya).. how she sang i think 6 fast songs non stop..plus dance like mad... wah...cun!

d 1st day..me sitting quite near to d stage. tot can at least shakes hands with her..but then i was lose in d pushing with d big crowd.. ah!!rambut pun tak dapat sentuh!! (feel like bangin d wall) but got few seconds i was able to c in few inches distance wic i feel she was looking at me too..haha (too perasan tim)

later on, one lucky fellow was chosen to sing with her on d stage,..of coz i was not d lucky one.. ( apalah)..but d scene ..i mean singing with sammi on d stage did happen to me always... just it  is in my dreams... (haih)

after d concert,  heard she wil b taking photo with d genting groups at d billboard beside d stage,..so all d fans including me gathered there hope she wil somehow come out wave wave to me..but the security use d billboard to shield her, and she cabut ... priaaangggg (heart breaking)

d second day..d performance stil d same but me also d same shout like crazy..but d second day...2 guys and 2 gals were chosen...of coz...me can only b d spectators.. (hmph..) they got chance to hug hug..kiss kiss plus take photo with my beloved sammi... (ah!!! feel like pushing them to bang wall !!) but nvm..i bliv i can do tat in my dreams too..

cant bliv her concert wic i hav been waited for yrs was end...dunno when wil b her next concert ...when will she come malaysia agin.. though i am so eager to go her concert agin...i somehow hope tat her concert wil b few years later..when i start working...so tat i can buy vip seat...sit in fr of her.. (i dun bliv i cant shake hands with her)..and i got money to buy a thousand megapixel camera so tat i can snap her photo clearly under d flash of spot lights... or mayb tat time i was rich enuf to b one of d sponsor in her concert/...hehehe...but i think these are more realistic in my dreams..

i shall dream bout it... yeah!

what a 'nice' trip!!

all started with d advertisement about zoo in newspaper..talk aboout renovated la..d price la.. makes me even more eager to visit zoo after my first visit when i was in my year of 5!

so on last sunday i started my journey to the zoo with my fren. suppose to go at 9 but  was delayed till 11. once arrived, i was shock with d big crowd. i dunno our zoo negara is so popular.. when findin parking, i can c d banner at road side written parking RM4. huh! RM 4! the car park must be covered with high quality carpet!

as we saw lots of cars parking at road side..d mud..so we also follow .. so hard only v found one nice place to park but once we got down fr d car..an indian came to us and say.. parking 5 ringgit! huh! mud also 5 ringgit! of coz i wont pay 5 ringgit for d mud. so we drive off and park at one housing area.. quite far fr d entrance.

nvm..we walked. finally we enter d zoo!yeah.. firstly is d aquarium..i saw  some fish inside all like half dead..most of them saw b4 in pasar.  d most geng is tat inside d aquarium has no air cond and full with human and carbon dioxide. once come out everyone also know i jaz swim in d aquarium. huh! with such bad de facilities they dare to charge 15 bucks for d entrance fee...what d..!! some more written renovated in papers!

fine..then continue to walk lo..saw all those animals... all macam mau mampus..until 3 o clock we rush to d theatre to watch d so called multi animal show. (walk like hell coz is far btwin one place to another) sampai aje..tengok dah full ..gonna stand.. d show also ma ma dei only ..all also kacang aje..and only half an hour..or less than tat..allah..!!

after finish d show then start rainin HEAVILY..two of us b d 'smart' one din bring umbrella so stand under d shelter tunggu mati.. feel like goin back but at the same time feel like waiting for d night animal show..wic only show on sat and sun..at 8.30 wic is 4 hours more...since we came ady..and pay 15 for it..v decided to wait!( now i regret but is too late )

d rain continue to fall cease a bit and fall agin.. we walk until every corner also got our footprint lo.but 2 hours more..so v sat down bside d theatre and talk. sit until butt also pain finally  it is 8.15.. so happy..suddenly broom!!! rain fall agin heavily.. oh my god!! then d zoo fellow said acara akan diteruskan sebentar lagi jika hujan tidak lebat.. ah!! no no!!

at last//d show is stil on BUT BUT...d show is like this : someone bring d racoon or something out..then d fellow say actually it gonna climb d rope but since it is raining and d rope is slippery so v jaz show to u d animal!! huh!! wat!! and pne by one they bring out d cacated animal and show us..jaz 15 mins i guess..they said pertunjukan sampai ke penghujung...(wut!! )

tats d entire show wic i waited for hours.. is for HOURS..!! d rain getting heavier after d show ends. and now d other problem arises.. our car!!  in order to get out fr d zoo we hav to pass thru a big big car park to reach d exit and walk agin to d housing area to get our car. BUT D CAR PARK...d big big car park has no light at all.. jaz trees and two cars far at d corner.. no other choice but we hav to walk in d rain! while walking my heart beat getting faster and faster..scare got rapist la suddenly come out (u know la  me so p_ett_)..scare some more got something floating.. ( u know la so dark..).. scare kena kilat ( under tress la wei ) scare i jadi hangus and bein displayed in d zoo..

we run and run and we reach d exit..BUT but..it is locked..!! jaz imagine how we stunt looking at d big lock! then gonna run back.. in d heavy rain!!! me wear til so leng lui but kena run in rain..haih..pai se la..then got one zoo fellow driving a lorry and take us to d other exit wic is super far fr d car...

no choice! agin we run and run along d road side....now i scare of ghost ..thunder ..rapist... and scare kena bang by d cars...haih.. kesian gila.. and alhamdullilah safely we got into d car.. what an unlucky day..tot of goin mum mum..but that day is so bad until..i scare i will pk when walking to the restaurant..so we decided to go back...wanted to start d car...BUT.....WE CANT..! oh my god...for few mins.. we stunt agin.. and suddenly can start liao hehe..

means luck not that bad le.. while driving..scare accident pula.. so slowly and carefully dengan berkat tuhan yang maha mulia..we arrive home safely.. though so many bad things happen i feel lucky tat i can get back home safely... walhamdullilah.. and i learn my lesson tat zoo negara is really 'great'..i hope i can bomb it one day and rebuild..

tats my wonderful trip.. so  dun go to zoo unless u can park ur car in front of d entrance so tat u can cabut easily!!

back to my beloved skol

yeah.. finally i'm back to my beloved abdullah palace..
glad to know tat there are some changes on my lower six life!!

1st : my classroom! last year i had been suffered badly coz of some uncilvilised ppl cut off the wire, causing my classroom to b surrounded with heat, mosquitos and sank in darkness. this year so hapi to know tat we r changing to last year upper six class where d fans were in full blast and lit with fluorescent lights. once i stepped in the new classroom, so glad tat all d fans and lights were stil in position. but ... so so unblivable when i saw d wire in d class was being cut off too..! gosh!

2nd : my subjects teacher!the one who had been teaching me pengajian am, last year his periods was a quite boring one but i start to feel how great is he when he is sbustituted by a more boring teacher. imagine 2 weeks the teacher coming in without teaching anything but kept telling us about sistem meritokrasi and all those bull shits which i think it is s_x! below is his speech which had been repeated for FEW TIMES in TWO WEEKS!

Mr C : i wonder how upper six students got time to loiter around to dating, last time when i was in upper six, i always set my option b when d teacher is not coming. i can chat with my frens but i would choose my option b which is to study in class. (fake! teaching kindergarten meh! u think i wil bliv?). in two periods time mayb i can cover two chapters or more! so, if i c u guys loitering around when teachers are not coming in, i wil slap u! i will really slap u! (come la slap me)
           i din mean to scold u . i said this is becoz i like u all! (oh no, like me also?) i wan u all to enter university! if u all can enter university i wont get anything in return. u wont giv money or anything to me. i would jaz have a sense of satisfaction if i can c all of u to go in uni. ( is not bcoz of u in anyway.. satisfy what? )
            u know now d government has change d concept. d sistem meritokrasi is much more tougher. if ur cgpa is 3.98 and u wan to enter medicine field, and so unfortunately tat only 200 seats for tat course, u might not b able to enter if there are 100 who got 4.00 and 100 with 3.99! ( so ngam?? but we know this well plz..!)
            tats y ur 10 % cocurriculum is important. u r compulsory to take part in one sport, uniform body and club. ( hey! d cocurriculum talk is jaz over. ) so during d talk, i wan u guys to ask questions. anything u r not sure about can jaz ask the teacher. last time all d form six students are study worms. so our country dun wan such inactive students to b our leader. ( ok enuf.u ady said this last year for few times! )
            so now, u all must start setting a good timetable for urself. must set a specific one! dun la write 1.30 study pengajian am. pengajian am got so many things to study. be specific! such as 1.30 practise drawing graph. this is wat i meant b specific! (timetablE, yea this is moral nilai bertanggungjawab, sir u teaching moral ah? ) i know some of u r gd, ady plan ur time well set ur goal, this is good.
( good? teacher praising me ah? ) but for those who haven set ur goal go back and think about it! write ur target 4 A in a piece of paper and paste it at ur desk!
( childish! got so much time go sleep better la ) dun la set ur goal 2 get 4 C . 2A 2B stil acceptable. ( we r 19! dun talk craps! )
           "ring..." ( yeah recess?)
             whats the time now? oh recess over ady ah? y din remind me jaz now?? ( wa s_x bull shit until recess over!! u watch out!)

my last term exam

hooh... finally my last term exam is over..let me recall some interesting events..

yea few weeks before the exam. got some uncivilised ppl cut off the wire in the class, make us be in dark all this while, no light actually stil ok for me.. but the most irritating thing is no FAN..all the subjects teacher knew this and form teacher even said she wil go and complaint...but ....but... they must b thinking now is the winter season...with this condition...we eventually come to our exam day :

1st day : pengajian am

whilst we r doing the paper with the help of the morning sunlight and with sweats all over, SUDDENLY got one student tell the teacher that his exam paper is stated upper six.hohoho... after askin the whole class got ten ppl getting the upper six exam paper. but it is almost 2 hours after we started our exam. so teacher  ask the ten ppl to resit for bahagian B using lower six after we finish the paper. according to my fren, got one section in upper six is easier than lower six,...so she did not redo that part.. if it is me..mayb i wil do this too..but think back...is it fair?? ( coz that part i got all wrong for lower six, thats y i so geram!! ) teachers blame the students for not checking the paper.. but think back again... who wil expect in a pile of exam paper there would b ten sets of upper six mixing with it.. even i myself did not check the paper..and upper six exam was long time ago.. what makes them mix together ?? students?? or teachers?? eh...i did not blame the teacher..mayb they r too concentrate in setting the question until mix up...so cant blame them ya..

2nd event :

when v were doing the exam, the teacher said something " kelas.. i keluar kejap ah, u orang jangan tiru.." then he left the class.. wah..this is the 1st time i heard teacher saying like this. so do u think the students wil sit stil then?? jaz few seconds... " eh...whats the answer for question 11?? how to do this?? borrow ur paper?? pass me ur answer.." can u imagine in this kind of situation we r doing the exam..?? brain also block.. whose fault? students? coz they tiru?? teachers ?? coz he leave the class?? nonono... teacher trusts us ma..this shows that they trust us... they bliv we can behave... so good hor...?? cant blame the students too.. they discuss ma helping each other..

3rd event :

when the students resit the lower six paper in the next class...by the time our paper ady being collected.. so we jaz sit there and discuss about it.. SUDDENLY we saw someone sitting there keep writing something..we wonder what so we go and hav a look..rupanya...he tengah complete his exam paper..where he got the exam paper tot we pass up ady?? rupanya teacher leave it on the table and leave.. other school got such thing happen ka?? maluri never..  coz teachers in maluri dun trust us ma.. see... how good is my current school.

4th event:

during physics, at first the teachers din distribute the answer sheet for objective questions..coz i saw my fren bside also doing in the question paper..so me too... dunno when the hell is the teacher give out the answer sheet... and the front fellow.. the paper not enuf also din tell me ( must b brain stucked )..  only few minutes before the time end i found out there is an answer sheet. so i quickly ask the teacher.. he search his table but dun have...and he started to say something stupid :" apa sal tak tanya awal?? " ( sekarang tak ada, tanya awal pun tak ada kan?? ) then i said :" saya tak tau pun ada kertas ini..depan punya orang tak cukup pun tak cakap, saya mana tau??" then he ask me the most brainless question :" jadi macam mana ?? " ( i tot i suppose to ask him why terbalik??) " cikgu tanya saya macam mana... ok fine cikgu..!"  then i wrote it in text pad. actually the answer sheet is not really important..but since got time of coz i wanna do it in that sheet...but jaz see what stupid reaction is the teacher showing me.. i doubt is he a teacher..?? cant blame him ah.. sometimes teacher also wil experience mentally disorder.. human ma.. not his fault..

so overall is this stil consider last term exam?? no system no discipline..no fan no light no everything//...my teacher told me this is jaz a final term exam for lower six.. u got fifty passing marks is enuf..( she said this to me coz she wan me 2 put more effort in the farewell party for upper six since i was the one in charge) but is this what a teacher should tell the student?? encourage them to get the minimum?? finally can someone tell me...is this a school? r they teachers? am i dreaming??

Interesting conversation

suddenly received a sms from my fren, study in aimst..asking me why the potassium manganate in titration must be in acidic condition?? i am not sure about my answer so decided to ask my chemistry teacher...

this event happened in the chemistry lab during recess...

me: teacher, i wanna ask y the potassium manganate must be acidified for   every reaction??

teacher: oh, y u ask such question? this question is in redox reaction.. we haven come to that bab yet. i'm not going to ask in ur exam too.

me: but teacher, i jaz wanna know the answer. this is a two marks question.

teacher: where do u get this question?

me: is from my fren actually..

teacher: i'm not ur fren's teacher. ur fren wan to know, she should ask her tutor. she should do her own research. u shouldnt do too much for her. thats not ur job.

me: but, i also wan to know the answer.

teacher: is very hard to explain now. u wont understand what am i talking coz u dunno anything about redox reaction..about potential electrode...dun b too worry about upper six work..we will eventually come to that.

me: so, teacher is it correct if the answer i give is the hydrogen ion fr the acid will act as reduction agent to reduce MnO- to Mn2+ while in neutral condition, the manganate ion will b reduced to MnO2??

teacher: the answer is not so good. i have a more simple direct straight forward answer.. but i cant tell the answer straight. coz u wont b understand  what is that.. u will tend to memorize the answer and ur fren too will memorize it. this will not help u in understanding the chapter. i cant give u a fish everyday. u must learn to catch a fish.

me : (fish??)

teacher: now i'm teaching u how to catch a fish so that u can catch ur own fish everyday. i give u tips.. the answer is in the redox reaction bab. ask ur fren to look for it.

me: teacher i try 2 find b4, but dun have. teacher y cant u jaz tell me the answer. mayb i can understand.

teacher: the answer is in the book. u must catch ur own fish.

me: (FISH??)

teacher: i shouldnt giv u the answer straight. u understand ah?

me: (NO!!!)

teacher: some more she is not my student, y should i tell the answer. if she is my student mayb i would kindly tell her a bit more.

me: teacher, assume that i'm asking la...u tell me..i wont tell her one..

teacher: hahaha...no no no...try to look at this equation..go back and think about it..okay...?

me: ( i know this equation and think for it very long ady !!!) okay.. "THX" teacher..

answer?? huh?? fish??

yeah

this week, not going to talk much about my lovely school because wednesday was a very very special day to me..dun wan to think about the 'good thing' of my school which will greatly affect my mood.. hehe. still remember " tanggal 26 bulan tujuh, seorang bayi yang c_m_l telah dilahirkan " haha.. know whats that? fine forget about it...

here... wanna say thx to all my frens..( wan ying, jia yee, sok bee, su li, patricia, sok har, yew ping, mei gie, cheng, rui ching, xiao jing, shih chi, sea win, ven han, mun kit, loreki, chengky, allan, kelvin, kuhan, tze seang, seng hian, steve, nicholas, kyoong, yi yung, ho leong, chong yong, calvin, bor wen, kent, jau lin, tze chooi, ley huun, min hui, john, diana, haziega, michelle, kar wai, yeong ping etc ) hope i din missed up some one. if i did dun kecil hati wo ..thx for ur calls, ur wishes, ur sms, ur presents, ur testimonials etc etc...really touched!

on the previous sunday, a very special person already celebrated for me. bring me to a very special cafe, under a very special atmosphere, without expectation. jaz when i came out fr the toilet, the cafe suddenly become dimly lit, and a waitress brought me a bday cake.. like something out of the movie rite? haha...and the very special person sing me a bday song..the situation specially touching...

on wednesday pula, i went out with the special person also.. plan to go hutan lipur or museum orang asli ( the place i wanted to go for long ) but ended up, we were lost in rawang and selayang and finally we saw majlis peperiksaan malaysia! so we go in and buy skema for stpm!! haha..then we passed by a very weird place known as taman rimba komanwel! it looks mysterious..as the 'ghost festival' is coming we leave it immediately..haha..scared! later on..we finally saw a small sign board stated hutan lipur at the roadside ( which we already passed by for few times ) ..its under construction...haha..what a day!!

and today, is the outing day for the 'volley gang.' we went to barbq plaza ( my working place before start study ). and there..i ate a lot..economy pork set, salmon, fish fillet, honeydew sago. red bean squash, fried rice with bacon, bacon with needle mushroom, chocolate cheese cake and a piece of beef ( my fren cheats me said thats a pork,  haih..dosa dosa!!) the food is super nice..finger licking..haha..u must take a try! then we go and take pic, so fun..

next is the presents fr my frens... is variety and  big surprise too. 1st is the skirt..haha...( i dun think i suit such a nice skirt..) i will spoil it..haha..but thx...its nice.. and the hands protect thing..haha..i will use it when i am driving..most probably..! the necklace, i will definitely wear it. the stylish bag, i will surely use it too..the bear..(should b the dog) will b my sleeping companion..the nice mickey mouse watch...the keychain.. hehe ..and a box of folded message..haha..wan me 2 open everyday each...special hor??

this bday is really very special one for me...besides all the memorable sweet memories....thats too some sad stories... i fail my math on my bday ( oh..never! ) the questions r really   challenging, though i dunno how to do but i like it! and i lose my badminton match ( coz they r not playing according to the rules! ) *angry*..i was screwed by teacher..haih...i dun think they r qualified enough to screw me...a piece of advice.." before scolding ppl, think of ur qualification! upgrade urself 1st, make urself being respected then only the student will listen to u..and dun complaint about the student if u urself cant play ur role well.. "

thats all for this week...thx again to all my beloved frens!!

form six - chapter 2

first of all, thx for the comments. well, i know sometimes when something goes wrong, we must accept it as challenge or whatever. yea i did. if not i should hav burn the skol instead. but when i am trying 2 accept all this unacceptable things as part of life, i must do something to balance up myself, to release my inner frust, that is through my blog!!

but after i complaint so much about the skol, i do feel a bit guilty. so this time i decided to write something 'good' about it. in the previous blog, i wrote that the toilet got no light. it is untrue actually. i found out there's a dust-covered old fluorescent light which is directly above a big tangki. thats y i cant see the light la coz it is used 2 brighten up the tangki instead of the toilet bowl! what a good design!

2nd : our school management is actually very very kind hearted. jaz recently theres a kind of campaign to raise fund. so everyone can donate the newspaper or whatever stuff. at 1st i tot it was voluntary but then later on.. the teacher said everyone must bring 30cm of newspaper, else they will giv dimerit marks and hold ur testimonial ( coz of 30cm of newspaper we might lose our testimonial! ) is this means the newspaper is more important than our future? no no no...they actuallywanna inculcate the moral values in the students..jaz they r using a harsh way!!

3rd : our school also tried to enhance the mutual understnading especially among the chinese.. i dunno why they like to seperate the chinese, indian and malay. eg. when some not civilised ppl conteng the gals' toilet with chinese words..the next day, the headmaster punished all the chinese students..ask us 2 berikrar.. ( if berikrar can reduce the disciplinary cases, what is the police and discipline teacher for) ..and is it only chinese gals know how 2 write in mandarin? how come i saw some indians in my chinese primary school?? mayb they r not indians..jaz their skin colour is a bit darker...

4th : the spot check during assemble...the teacher asked the chinese gal to go in front..malay at the back and indian the middle..the guy can go back 2 class...( is this bias ? ) all guys follow the school rules? and they separate according to the race..whats the point?? they will check the indians more strictly?? or jaz check the chinese coz we r too rich 2 bring our hp to school?.. is this racist? no no no...as what i said they jaz wanna increase the mutual understanding...they did this with good purpose!!

haih..thats all for this week...i'm glad i discovered something 'good' about this school...hope to discover more next time..gonna study a bit physics..got exam 2molo..no good la if i fail..no face ah...!!

what a form six life in raja abdullah

This is my first time 2 post a blog. Too boring ady , no mood to study. I have been started my form six life two months ago, and so unfortunately i was sent to smk raja abdullah. At first, it din giv me any bad impression though my frens, my mum and her gossipers kept saying that this school is shitty. But once i stepped in this school... the very very 1st step... i started 2 agree... it is more shitty than what i expected..!!

1st: The surrounding : the very very popular place for gals.. 'toilet'..oh my god! y on earth got such a toilet where there is no lock..no light...( i cant see the toilet bowl..oh no!!)  the flush is malfunction..and the worst thing is the SMELL!! can smell it 100 metres away.. haih...compare to smk maluri...oh no...like hell and heaven...

2nd: The classroom : jaz briefly describe.. one of the fans is malfunction,  no window pane, not enuf tables and chairs ( everyday must steal from other classes ). and come to the worstthing is .... the MOSQUITOS!! jaz two months...my sexy legs is full of mosquitos' love bites! sigh man..!

3rd: The teachers : not to say bad actually.. jaz when ask them question, they dunno how 2 answer only ma.. their teaching method....not to say bad also..jaz after finishing few babs,..i realize i learn nth.. and the homeworks they giv...not to say hard...jaz after i finish they refuse 2 giv me d answer only ma...( whats the point i finish it then ) " u shouldnt ask 4 the answer, u must discuss with ur fren, if u get the same answer as ur fren..and theres the actual answer" this is a new philosophy i learn fr the teacher when she refused 2 giv me the answer ( what the....) our learning speed..not bad also le...jaz 2 months ady.. we already reach half pf the 1st bab for math..( fast rite).. if i dunno how 2 solve a question and the teacher cant solve it too...whats the point having a teacher bull shitting in front of the class everyday...i really dun understand!! and if i can solve the problem but the teacher cant...y am i sitting there listen to the nonsence instead of standing in front and teaching....oh no...Y??

haih..overall...form six life is much much stressful than what i expected...i dun go for tuition coz i think it is useless , i dun get any guidance from the teachers....and i still cant cope with the english used in chemistry and physics...and physics especially...i dun understand!! oh my god... okla...stop here..gonna go pray...hope 2 get some guidances fr god..instead of the teachers..!!

SOB..